100 things about me

1. I am a wife



2. I am a mother



3. I am a sister



4. I am a friend



5. I am an aunt



6. I am a daughter



7. I have 2 daughters



8. I have a wonderful husband



9. He is one of my biggest supporters



10. We only dated for 4 months when I found out I was pregnant with Taylor



11. Taylor is 3 1/2



12. Mike and I have been married for 2 1/2 years



13. I didn't want to get married just because I was pregnant



14. My birthday is in May



15. You will know when it is



16. I start my countdown in April



17. I am a big birthday person



18. I am surrounded by a few great friends



19. My mother is one of my best friends



20. She always has been



21. My best friend died when I was 11



22. He happened to also be my cousin



23. My bus got into an accident a year later



24. The lady that hit us had a heart attack at the wheel and died



25. I saw her dead on the road when she was ejected



26. Two deaths within a year was very traumatic for me



27. I am number two of four in my family



28. My sister is older and I have a younger sister and my brother is younger



29. I have one niece



30. I have one nephew



31. We have a dog



32. She is a toy rat terrier/chihuahua mix



33. I will never own another pet



34. Not while my kids are young



35. I got into a car accident when I was 8 months pregnant



36. I had to deliver Callee because of it



37. She was a month early



38. Callee is now 17 months



39. I have had two knee surgeries because of the accident



40. I take an anti inflammatory because of it too



41. My knee is filled with arthritis because of the trauma to it



42. I work out of the home full time



43. Some days I love it



44. Some days I hate it



45. My children are the reason I go to work every day



46. To give them what they want and need without worry



47. I stayed home for two years



48. I went to school during this time



49. I was lucky to find a job 2 weeks after I graduated



50. I work opposite shifts as my husband



51. So we don't have to put the girls in daycare



52. A lady from our church's sister in law watches my kids



53. I trust her 100%



54. It makes coming to work much easier



55. I would love to travel the world



56. My parents have been married for 31 years



57. I hope I can say the same in 29 years



58. Writing that out made it seem like a long time



59. My biggest fear in life is losing my husband or kids



60. I would probably have to be committed to the loony bin



61. I have met a lot of great people since blogging



62. Some I would love to meet in real life



63. I may actually meet a couple of them



64. I believe in God



65. I work every day to trust him more



66. I go to church every Sunday



67. Our church doesn't have Wednesday night services



68. I wish they did



69. We are starting a young mothers bible study



70. I can't wait



71. I love my immediate family



72. We don't always get along, but I try



73. My extended family is rather catty and judgemental



74. I still go to family functions though



75. I think out of guilt



76. It is really important to me that my kids be raised around family



77. I wish we could move to a different state though



78. The economy around here stinks



79. And who wants to live 30 minutes from the murder per ca pita capital?



80. I was raped when I was 17


81. That is how I lost my virginity


82. I didn't tell anyone for almost 2 years


83. I was afraid to tell my mom


84. I thought she would be disappointed and mad at me


85. I was going to be a virgin until I got married


86. My mother said to me, "Even if you killed someone I'd still love you."


87. Then I told her


88. We wept together


89. I have never been afraid to tell my mom anything else


90. Except when I was pregnant with Taylor


91. I made her promise not to tell my dad (about the rape)


92. I told him years later


93. In my brother's family counseling session


94. We never talked about it


95. Maybe on his death bed


96. My kids are my reason for living


97. I dread puberty with them though


98. Callee is named after me


99. Both of our middle names are Rose


100. I wish I could have had one boy, for Mike.